It’s been 10 months
you set me free
I should thank you
I do
No longer waiting around for your pathetic kiss
No longer bound to your pathetic life lie
I strive for simplicity at every sunrise
No relationships, No sex, No complications
10 months of it.
You will always remain sleazy
You will always be that boy you always were
A monkey in silk, Is a monkey no less
I’ve finally let you go.
To put it bluntly..
Fuck you, your a sad excuse for a human being, your existence in my life is regretful. Have fun bound to that little insignificant thing you call your life of repetitivecycles. always redundant, never learning, never changing.
It never needed to come to this, but you made it this way.
So sorry you can’t be mature about it, so this is me being tired of being the bigger person.
You will forever be a piece of shit.
In the early morning light. tired.
livin like a queen today, but now where off in search of something new. as always
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The big easy is where it’s at I think I belong here. We all just love it so much were finding excuses every night not to go on to New York.
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This is where my uncle Jim lives on the Venice boardwalk. I really miss him. This is where I lived for two weeks right before I started traveling. I miss that and street performing
when you got nothing, you have nothing to loose.
and with that discomfort realized, amazing things happen and life feels empty unless I’m pushing myself as far as I can go, and seeing as much as I can with little to no money. comfort
silly goose :)
I set out for New Orleans with my road family, I’m in Arizona now then Texas. Meeting some interesting people mostly wingnuts. Any who after New Orleans New York will be next, Then Canada. The nights are so terrible so cold and hopping is colder with 60 mph wind in our faces, our water freezes haha and we can only move and hop by night to avoid the hot weather in the daytime maaaan where very lucky to be staying somewhere tonight. I’m going off the grid for awhile get in touch with my life the earth and the new people I meet everyday. Being connected to friends through social networking is just making me sad and making me realize that i’ve grown so distance from that life and those people. I want to forget about everyone and everything back in Long Beach and focus on this new life. Then if I make it over the boarder into Canada were going off the map with just us and the earth. There’s been talk of Alaska but I’ll stay eastbound for now. Hopping the south is going to be insane. I’ve heard some crazy unbelievable stories, ones that would scared you straight, but they only seem to excite me. I’m so ready for this now. It’s now or never.
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